Not quite there

Every so often we surprise ourselves; new found abilities, old inhibitions, and random decision making that leave us questioning.  This month has been full of surprises.  Good ones that build my confidence, not-so-good ones that make me want to dig a hole and bury myself.

To recognise the ugly side of yourself; come to peace with it; then use the impact it made to better yourself… Takes strength, discipline, time, and so so much energy.

Times like these I’m reminded of how fortunate I am to have the warmth and unconditional support of the wonderful people in my life.  No explanation required, no judgement passed.  I am truly blessed to be loved.

Yes I’m still struggling a little, but I’ll find peace because you strengthened me.  Thank you.